Thursday, December 25, 2003
*nurul
oh man. i suddenly haf this URGE to go back to my primary sch. i really wanna see how its like now. i wanna see how it has changed. i wish i can see how my teachers are like now. although i bet most of dem are gone. either retired or transferred or simply quit. if i cld i want to meet all the level mates. six years in a sch. so much memories. HAIS. i wanna go backkkk!!!!! but no time. once sch reopens i will be stuck in sch, how to go back to primary sch. tsk tsk tsk. sighs. i miss my primary sch.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
*nurul
You look at me and see the girl
Who lives inside the golden world
But don't believe
That's all there is to see
You'll never know the real me
She smiles through a thousand tears
And harbors adolescent fears
She dreams of all
That she can never be
She waits in insecurity
And hides herself inside of me
Don't say she takes it all for granted
I'm well aware of all I have
Don't say that I am disenchanted
Please understand
It seems as though I've always been
Somebody outside looking in
Well here I am for all of them to bleed
But they can't take my heart from me
And they can't bring me to my knees
They'll never know the real me.
Monday, December 22, 2003
*nurul
those whu dun like boy bands STAY AWAY frm this post! hahahax.
had such a tiring daeeeeeee. sang my lungs out. now head splitting and my torso keep cramping. frm too much luffter and singing. or rather yelling. and my eardrums like wanna burst already. we were the LOUDEST room at paradiz sia. serious. no kidding. no exaggeration. was even tested. until dere was this guy whu walked past and started singing the song we were singing to. -chuckles- everytime the waitress comes in to ask us sumfing. i'll be HUH?! cannot hearrrrr!!! hahahax. sang for like 5 and a half hrs. hais. my poor throat. kone for 5111651216541616 times. jolin for 51816518165 times. R&B for 54916981651 times too. and worst still, the room opp us was like so boring. dey just sat dere and pass ard mic and sing. but we were jumping abt. rawking abt. until room opp us, the guy keep gawking. like a -.-" face. and even luffed at darren in long quan. when he still had dreadlocks for hair. LOL! utter LOL! not only dat, came up wif a lot of crappie things to like chloe's baby bloo blood. mantha's navy bloo blood. and jie and me troo blooo blood. lol. -inside joke alert- i gave flying kisses X 518165 times to my darleenk blankie. heheheh! i bet he drowned due to my kisses. hahhax. this is the only time we can crap together till next year. hais. saddening. next year gonna be so dull, hafta study all the time. nose in the books. hais. wad ta do? sacrifice for a year, den let loose after dat. -cheekie grynnsx-
Sunday, December 21, 2003
*nurul
heylooooooooo. haha. i noe i hafnt update in yonkers. pretty lazie larh. =P so many things happened. so much to type out if i was gonna relay everything in here. so obviously i'm not going to. since i'm much to lazieeeee. =P laalaaalaalaaaa. but now i'm divided into threeee. how nice. THREEE. not one and only animore. pfffft. mebbe some wont get wad i mean. nvm. =P